Bread

I flung my body
Like bread to the ducks
Stale biscuit sweet
Hard.
Cruelly misbaked
to the wrong Baker.
Pecked at my dolly sized pieces -
‘Keep still’
Pretend not to feel the pain.
Repeat: ‘I am still bread’ ‘I am not dead’
But deep inside   
I felt the snaps
of beaks,
the disallusion of
winged hopes
flying me to new promised lands.
As I float
I tremor at
What lies beneath
the depth of the muddy [...]

These are a few of my favourite things:

“Raindrops and roses and whiskers on kittens…tra la la la la la la la la la la
Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels, 
door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles.
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings.
these are a few of my favorite things”
Here’s a list of my favourite things today:
A surprise phonecall [...]

Swimming lessons with Policeman Plod

Swimming lessons with Policeman plod?!!!!… I am living in one of those vivid dreams where nothing makes sense anymore. Cults, Stalkers, Bi-sexual ex boyfriends of friends who try to use you as a filter to vent their anger and wind up your friend right in their face.
Where am I? What am I doing here? 
Im booking my flight home today. But Ill have [...]